Category: orgasmdiary
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Don’t think.
Flashes of power, flashes of panic. I have been thinking about early experiences, that is, before I really knew what it meant or was. Before I started to fuck others and before I started to fuck myself. As a young girl I had boys my age and older making advances, trying to work out their…
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25 Things
1. I remember having intensely sexual dreams at a very young age, maybe at 4-5 yrs old, dreams where people would be having sex in dark houses, I could never see what the people looked like, but they would be always perhaps young adults and I would always feel tingles, sometimes I would rub myself…
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Intensity
Sex. Still having it, lots of it. I am getting closer to being able to come with the boy. It’s pretty awesome. He made me come whilst going down on me, it’s been a while since that has happened. It’s been a frustrating time getting close to someone, letting go of inhibitions and getting over…
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Pss-pss-psycho
Well last week was freak out week. And I do mean I went slightly psycho. Yes I was premenstrual but I’m not usually such a mess. Hormones. Mine have been clearly trying to work themselves out, I am back on the pill, 1st month back on. But anyway. Psycho-ness, yes I had it, it is…
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Brain Weirdness
I have brain weirdness and it’s interfering with my boy time. And my me time. Recurring flashes of abuse. Recurring withdrawal. Recurring is just the word for it. It’s put me on edge, made me recoil and made me reactionary. I’m really struggling to shake it this week. I have a million questions running over…
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Sexdates
Sexdates. Or just updates. No, no, sexdates. Firstly, birthday present from boy, a baby whale, the Aussie equivalent of the Hitachi. It’s one hell of a contraption. Intense and not to be used too much. I might lose all sensitivity. Sex, there has been a lot. And I mean LOTS. The past couple of days…
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The List
I am slowly building a little list of wanted items. – Lelo – Lily – JimmyJane, I’m torn between the Form2 and the Form3 – Njoy Wands are so very very pretty. – lucreziadesade.com.au has so much awesomeness! SO MUCH! – Hitachi Magic Wand, the mother of all vibrators, with detachable interchangeable heads. OMFG YES!
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I crave sex at the moment and I crave force.
I crave sex at the moment and I crave force. Up on blocks. I am seriously walking around turned on. Last night I got myself off, numerous times – why hello libido, you’re back. Over and over again, short breaks between whilst watching Black Books on the sofa. I’m sure the neighbors could hear me,…
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Things I Like
Things I learned and re-learned on the weekend. Simultaneous asphyxiation is totally do-able, although can be tiresome. I’m putting that down to sex multi-tasking, I just really suck at it. I like to choke people as much as I like it being done to me, and I like it even more when I’m allowed to…
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Things
I don’t masturbate a lot when I’m having satisfying sex. It just happens this way. It also depends on my mood, what my extra curricular activities have got me running around doing and the obvious one of what time of the month. What I am noticing though is baby making sex. I know when my…