Things

I don’t masturbate a lot when I’m having satisfying sex. It just happens this way. It also depends on my mood, what my extra curricular activities have got me running around doing and the obvious one of what time of the month.

What I am noticing though is baby making sex. I know when my body is trying to do that to me. And right now, I don’t like it. That familiar feeling. Not explosive, but constant, haunting. Sex that melts me. I am going back on the pill. Stat.

Other things. That ‘word’. It’s in my head. Haven’t had that in forever. It spun me out a little, or a lot. It’s not ready to be used. It’s just sitting there, telling me that it might want to potentially come out at some later point in the meeting. It tells me that I think there is potential that ‘word’ will exist.

And shop talk? Discussion regarding safe sex practice, as in being tested, together, happened. And will be put into action. Awesome.