Mindblown: a blog about philosophy.
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WANT FUCKING. NOW NOW NOW.
Sex lately. I feel reserved. Like I want the lights off. Really… wtf? My brain space does a 180 from last week, I want to say this is hormonal. But this seems to be the term commonly used but no-one can break it down exactly. I want scientific reasoning’s mutha fuckers. Anyway, sex, there’s been…
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Getting it. Sexy.
Sex. Love Making. Last night was. Hot. I love it when A is a little forceful, when he really knows what he wants. Confidence is a massive turn on. Slow build up last night, slow, warm, and really really fucking sexy. He teases well. Just enough. The first thing I fell for when I first…
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Downwards Thoughts
I’m putting you in here because in here you are hidden. Well, hidden from the majority of my daily interactions. Depression. I’ve had this for a long time now, it comes and goes. Sometimes more intensely than other times. It comes with vivid thoughts on occasion, I feel death. Feel dying. Feel loss. Last night…
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No Pressure
What was I saying just the other day? Anal? That was the topic of discussion last night. We should/could try it A says. I was thinking the same. But not right now. Ha! No, no, not right now. That takes a little to work up to, yeah? But I’m up for it. Me too. No…
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Some Weeks Yes, Some Weeks No.
Not much to update on. Gotta love hormones. Last week, over the top NEEDING release. This week, tired and grumpy, possibly nearing bleeding. I lost track of the when, I’ve been busy. I am easily frustrated these past few days though, not wanting closeness, just wanting space and down time. Frustrated by others when the…
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Points made.
A month without updates, certainly not a month without tales to tell though. Sex has been good. As it always is. Feels like it’s gone up a notch emotionally though. It feels a little more loved up than it has been, which it was before also, just now more so. Make sense? Communication is key.…
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Dirty talking baby
Things that have been. Well things kinda move up, explode a little, settle or plateau then move on up again. Things are good. There has been plenty of good sex, mutual masturbation, solo masturbation, all that stuff. I am enjoying control lately. But there has been plenty of being taken control of occurring, but really,…
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SEX
Things lately have been kinda steady. Comfortable. I sense A is wanting a little more, for myself I’ve been needing a little of the comfortable. I’ve been having health dramas, it would seem anxiety is the culprit. I’ve had blood tests and an ECG to rule out a couple of nasty things. That hasn’t helped…
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Warp Speed
Head jobs. I’m not opposed to them, I actually rather like giving them. I do not like having my head pushed and I like to be able to go at my own pace. Otherwise you’re going to end up with my teeth in your cock and your balls are going to perhaps take out my…
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Trust
Firstly lets get the brain matter out, then we’ll go into sexy time specifics afterwards. My physical and emotional self are doing backflips at the moment. Extra curricular activities are leaving me exhausted and distracted from self. Not a great place to be. I had a visit from an X lover, it had been 10…
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