SEX

Things lately have been kinda steady. Comfortable. I sense A is wanting a little more, for myself I’ve been needing a little of the comfortable.

I’ve been having health dramas, it would seem anxiety is the culprit. I’ve had blood tests and an ECG to rule out a couple of nasty things. That hasn’t helped to calm me though, I have frequent headaches, dizziness, pains, numbness. I can’t pinpoint where it’s coming from, I’ve had Panic attacks before and anxiety attacks but this has been different.

Back to sexy times though, I’m off track.

Play.

There has been some, I’m off the pill at the moment, condoms aren’t my favourite, really though are they anyone’s favourite? So back to using them. There has been a bit of mutual wanking, which I love, which we do often. I like to watch, I like it immensely, so often A will wank and I’ll be kneeling over him or beside him naked where he can grab at me how he wants, or I’ll be teasing him, sliding myself against him however I want.

Toys, toys, well yeah, I haven’t used the baby whale in a while, probably about time I grabbed it out, I always go straight back to faithful big pink. We did pick up a lelo the other week, I didn’t mind it but it certainly isn’t one I’d use by myself, the vibrations are too far spread, no pin pointing which frustrates me, it’s not bad when being used whilst being fucked, but more often that not I want a very specific type of sensation on my clit when being fucked.

So that’s about all I’m reporting.

Sex solo, sex mutual. SEX.