Orgasm Diary

Mindblown: a blog about philosophy.

  • Weekends passed and past.

    There was a bit of a slow make out, and I went home. Not that I didn’t want more because part of me did and the bigger part of me said no. I’m trying this thing though, this thing where I actually don’t let myself go so quickly. The thing where I get to know…

  • P.S

    p.s I like to have my throat held.

  • Things that are empty

    I have been non self loving. I have been neglectful. I can remember the last time I serviced though, so the situation is by no means dire. But it has been a while all the same. I found myself retreating from myself for a while, maybe part of the comedown from being so physically vulnerable.…

  • Service

    Need to service. For nothing more than stress relief.

  • Voids to Fill

    Friendship after sex? I hadn’t seen or heard from you since the last time we fucked, almost 2 weeks ago. Then you call me, like I thought you may. Just like the last time, I knew that I’d be hearing from you. This time we don’t fuck, we watch bad films together, talk randomly. Both…

  • Updates on things recent

    There was a boy, briefly. It was nice. I’ve confused myself over it though. I feel a little on the alone side, alone being lonely, which I didn’t feel at all, at first. Now I’m trying to sort my brain parts. Was I using? Was I actually interested? See, I thought I was OK, which…

  • Going live

    I’ve been up in the air for so long about what to do with you? I’ve come to a decision, I’m going to share. Vulnerabilities, naievity, stories.

  • Sex-y Things

    There is a new adventure. I’m allowing myself to be myself, or rediscovering myself that is. No more selfish lovers. Stat. For a long time I allowed an individual to use me, I allowed myself to be used. Which angers me more. I allowed myself to lose my power. By power I don’t mean that…

  • Orgamsa Up-DATES

    It’s been forever. Yeah. Not that I’ve been hiding, or with holding. Quite the opposite. Orgasms a plenty. Sex, self-sex. Love. And other things. Firsty. Boy came back late last year. I ended it. Not healthy. And to be honest, I can’t be with someone who is so friggin’ selfish in bed. Orgasms were few…

  • Dirty Girl, Dirty BOYS.

    So it’s nearing the 6 month mark, between updates that is. I’ve been fairly non-sexual I guess. Boy left, I wasn’t really in any hurry to go and play. The past few months have been spent chatting to boy online. I have updates though, To strike off the list in my head of things I…

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