So it’s nearing the 6 month mark, between updates that is.
I’ve been fairly non-sexual I guess. Boy left, I wasn’t really in any hurry to go and play. The past few months have been spent chatting to boy online.
I have updates though,
To strike off the list in my head of things I keep thinking about.
Threesome with 2 guys… done.
An evening at a friend’s place for dinner, good conversation, lots of wine. LOTS of wine.
Cab ride home, I am supposed to be dropped of on the way.
I think I said something along the lines of…
I’d give you both a run for your money.
Um…well, not sure where that came from, I believe I was talking in reg to lets get trashed. And everything went in a that type of way direction + lets play.
Ladies men. Me stripped naked, 2 boys kissing me, sex in turn, more kissing. Dirty Talk. No orgasm but that’s OK.
I needed the ego boost, to be told I’m sexy and I’m hot, to be kissed, played with, body devoured. Good kissing. Nice fucking.
Using and user.
It’s easy to feel like you’ve done wrong, to feel self conscious, I do a little.
Something along the lines of it being fine for a guy to screw around cause that’s very stud like but for a chick, well, that’s just whore yeah. Or so society’s bullshit goes. But no, I’m pushing that out of my head. Felt good to be fucked, felt good to have the attention. Felt good to be able to put myself in that place and to get what I want.
Too often there is lots of bad sex, guy’s jerking off in pussy’s. You wanna do that fine, but entertain me along the way and show me a little appreciation please. Get me off and want to get me off too. And there’s the difference.
He called the morning after, to make sure I was OK. Good boy. I appreciate that, you don’t feel that you should treat me without respect.
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