Category: orgasmdiary
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Some Weeks Yes, Some Weeks No.
Not much to update on. Gotta love hormones. Last week, over the top NEEDING release. This week, tired and grumpy, possibly nearing bleeding. I lost track of the when, I’ve been busy. I am easily frustrated these past few days though, not wanting closeness, just wanting space and down time. Frustrated by others when the…
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Points made.
A month without updates, certainly not a month without tales to tell though. Sex has been good. As it always is. Feels like it’s gone up a notch emotionally though. It feels a little more loved up than it has been, which it was before also, just now more so. Make sense? Communication is key.…
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Dirty talking baby
Things that have been. Well things kinda move up, explode a little, settle or plateau then move on up again. Things are good. There has been plenty of good sex, mutual masturbation, solo masturbation, all that stuff. I am enjoying control lately. But there has been plenty of being taken control of occurring, but really,…
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SEX
Things lately have been kinda steady. Comfortable. I sense A is wanting a little more, for myself I’ve been needing a little of the comfortable. I’ve been having health dramas, it would seem anxiety is the culprit. I’ve had blood tests and an ECG to rule out a couple of nasty things. That hasn’t helped…
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Warp Speed
Head jobs. I’m not opposed to them, I actually rather like giving them. I do not like having my head pushed and I like to be able to go at my own pace. Otherwise you’re going to end up with my teeth in your cock and your balls are going to perhaps take out my…
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Trust
Firstly lets get the brain matter out, then we’ll go into sexy time specifics afterwards. My physical and emotional self are doing backflips at the moment. Extra curricular activities are leaving me exhausted and distracted from self. Not a great place to be. I had a visit from an X lover, it had been 10…
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Shutting Off
Shut down. The act of switching off from the day is what I’m referring to. It’s hard. Lately I’m having a lot more difficulty doing it. A last night, grabs me in the kitchen, kisses, lots and lots of kisses. My top comes off. My bra comes off. My pants come off. Standing there in…
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Suits and Shirts and Smells
A was getting dressed this morning for a job interview. I sat naked on the sofa and watched. Him standing there in his suit pants, shirt unbuttoned. Smelling good. Hot. I wish I could have tied his tie (I fail in that area) because that would have probably pushed me over the edge. Little things…
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Fear is an asshole
Fear. I’ve been thinking about this. Why do we fear? OR specifically, why do I fear? Intimacy, fear. Do we automatically just fear the things we crave? I find it to be inbuilt at the moment, or maybe it was always this way. I want to talk to A about it, but I have fear.…
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Self
Things that are on my mind. Many things. I am running away. Well more like shutting down and requiring much much space. This is not a bad thing. Lately my sex drive is virtually, well actually it is totally zero. I have no desire to be touched or to touch. Go figure. None. Nada. Wanting…