Self

Things that are on my mind.

Many things.

I am running away. Well more like shutting down and requiring much much space. This is not a bad thing. Lately my sex drive is virtually, well actually it is totally zero. I have no desire to be touched or to touch. Go figure. None. Nada.

Wanting company is semi there, although the past couple of days I’ve also kept far away from that. SPACE. LOTS OF SPACE REQUIRED. In my usual fashion I over analyze the hell out of everything and can’t actually pull together a single reasoning only abstract maps. Perhaps I should draw it instead?

There is very little desire to want to talk about it with A. Only me wanting to work myself out solo.

Maybe there is the big question/answer. Cause they really are the same thing.

It comes down to SELF.