Orgasm Diary

Tag: intimacy

  • There. I said it.

    Things got less adventurous and more intimate. A lot more intimate. “We’re a pretty hard core couple.” A says. “Yeah. We are.” Things took a bit of a dive, a small lull. But it’s on the up. “What was that last night? That was intense. And I don’t mean the head-job.” He says. “I know…

  • Close

    I am seriously getting close to coming with A. That is him making me come without my toy. Sex has been different lately, really different. Intimate. Frighteningly so. Intimate. Last couple of days, great sex. A little awkwardness in initiating maybe. I think this is coming from me though. Prob due to my head space…

  • Asking is hard.

    Frustrations frustrate, they baffle. I have my cranky on. Nothing satisfies. Nothing is without some amount of undesired frustrations. Want to be touched like this, don’t want to be touched like that. Need this, don’t want that. One thing after another. Impossible to please. Impossible for me to please myself. Frustration. Asking for what I…

  • Things that are empty

    I have been non self loving. I have been neglectful. I can remember the last time I serviced though, so the situation is by no means dire. But it has been a while all the same. I found myself retreating from myself for a while, maybe part of the comedown from being so physically vulnerable.…

  • Updates on things recent

    There was a boy, briefly. It was nice. I’ve confused myself over it though. I feel a little on the alone side, alone being lonely, which I didn’t feel at all, at first. Now I’m trying to sort my brain parts. Was I using? Was I actually interested? See, I thought I was OK, which…