Shhhmuppdate.

Nothing to report I’m afraid, well in self exploratory orgasms achieved anyway. Shared sexual exploits a plenty this week though, I’ve been shagging since Tuesday and it seems to be continuing. Not entirely sold on this situation. Casual and no expectations which is pleasant, but can i fuck someone just because of physical attraction? Hmmm… even that isn’t running on overdrive or anything, and well, I just don’t know here. Sex is a funny sorta thing, new, exciting and well kinda scary at the same time. Where is this all going, I’m putting or have put myself way out of my comfort zone, I feel UN-interesting and a little nervous about it all. The sex is ? well ? alright actually, although I’m gonna push for a little longer foreplay rather soon, and I’m introducing this boy to the wonders of lube, not that its a necessity, it does however make the entire experience of the hard fuck a little more enjoyable and not so chaffed as such. Hmmm… a good hard fuck. This is something that i rather enjoy from time to time, hands on, hot, sweating and intense. Controlled also. I don’t however like to fuck with jackhammer force.

Today I smell like SEX.

I need to shower.