So you can add another “O” to the tally, whatever that may be up to now… Although, purchase of new toy was rather exciting, it’s still not as fulfilling as I had of hoped, perhaps that it is that I’m just getting a little on the lazy side with my self stimulated sexual exploits, last nights endeavor however, stoned as i was, I employed the assistance of both vibrators, one in each hole should I say, and usually this would be… how shall i put it ??? rather stimulating, and it was but not explosive, god damn it!!! I think i need to just go back to using my hands and found objects, it seems that objects however supposedly sculpted for the occasion just don’t seem to do what they are meant to. And I am continually frustrated by this….
There is a certain level of control which you maintain over yourself, this sometimes can be what holds you back from reaching its climax, so how do you let go ??? you let someone else do the job, cause then there is no chance of you being able to take over control at the wrong time ???? maybe, maybe, maybe… FUCK, all i am wanting here is to have such an intense explosion that I can hardly breath or move for fear of rampant twitching and epileptic seizure, is this too much to ask??, apparently so.
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