xo

Tonight I’m going to stop by at Club X on the way home, have a need to purchase a new toy… Clit stimulator/G-spot stimulator, I actually broke my last one several months ago and just haven’t gotten around to purchasing another, and I think it has reached the time when one must do so, taking things into my own hands so to speak, current vibrator is satisfying, kind of, can get there, but never that little bit extra, which I find frustrating, I am wanting and needing an orgasm where I exhaust my entire self from it, and that I haven’t felt in a while, perhaps it is that you become used to the level of vibration, or fuck I don’t know, but it’s frustrating and honestly I can’t be arsed with the whole using my hands, rubbing bullshit, needing penetration also, something which I never used to actually want that much, but know, seeming I don’t have it readily available i seem to want it more and more…. You always want what you can’t have…