And no I’m not talking about my ‘behind’.
So the joy of Champix and Temazepam. ZERO want to have sex. ZERO want for self pleasure or to give pleasure. THIS IS SHIT.
Basically all my brain is saying atm is get the fuck away from me before I explode upon myself or possibly you.
It’s been a mega head fuck. The lack of intimacy and strange emotional stuff which has been going on, all from me. Well, it’s been really hard to get my head around it. Cause in that moment it feel like you, but then you have a moment of clarity and you can tell the difference. And what you’re feeling really isn’t what you are feeling.
Outside of myself, 2 steps to the left. One step behind.
ZERO ORGASMS. In I don’t know how long.
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