Things that are.
The personal life. It’s OK. Somewhat lacking in sex lately. Has been this way for a while now. I wonder if it’s laziness on both parts. Just lack lustre. An inability to shut off. Not feeling overly present. Or turned on. Or interested.
The other life. It’s OK. Other peoples stories leave me drained some days. A lot of days. Sometimes it feels like I am not myself. I loose my confidence. Other peoples orgasms are exhausting.
Self pleasure doesn’t exist at the moment, I can’t remember the last time. Zero drive for pleasure.
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