Tag: relationships

  • Don’t think.

    Flashes of power, flashes of panic. I have been thinking about early experiences, that is, before I really knew what it meant or was. Before I started to fuck others and before I started to fuck myself. As a young girl I had boys my age and older making advances, trying to work out their…

  • Updates on things recent

    There was a boy, briefly. It was nice. I’ve confused myself over it though. I feel a little on the alone side, alone being lonely, which I didn’t feel at all, at first. Now I’m trying to sort my brain parts. Was I using? Was I actually interested? See, I thought I was OK, which…