You can’t always be well timed. At the moment it seems like me and A are at opposite ends. Mood wise mostly. One’s up the other is down, vice-versa. You can’t always be a well oiled machine. Small hiccups with understanding, misreading.
He said the other night…
“This means nothing cause I already sorted it in my head… but I was thinking about what makes me feel good about being with you and what you make me feel bad about… Your moods are hard to deal with but it’s totally not your fault, you don’t intentionally head fuck me and play games.”
You thought it through, sorted it in your head, then why did you need to say it out aloud? Because it made me feel like you actually haven’t thought it through in your head. That got personal, and it hurt.
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